As is the god found in the bible, if you've ever read it start to finish instead of (like most people) cherrypicking choice quotes from what you heard the pastor tell you some sunday morning.

Riveting article btw. Incredible what you have been through. I was happy to read your daughter is well!

If evil is a decision, how could you make the decision to be evil? Deciding to be evil would itself be an evil act. It is an infinite regress.

If evil is built in, how could you possibly respect a god that punishes what it creates for being as it created it?